no favouritism with god


Sometimes I have felt like one of the flowers being ignored, struggling to grow in the gutter, and to make my pain complete, the 'undeserving' others were smothered by attention and given far more supports than they needed or wanted. It felt horrible, all alone with no sympathy or understanding.
At other times, I have felt like one of the flowers in the center of all the attention. Showered by love and admiration, with quality time and money generously lavished upon me. What did they expect back? Was I capable of living up to their expectations? This too, after a while, gave a horrible feeling.
Then I discovered the joy in getting my strength from God and living to please Him alone. His strength is made perfect in my weakness, and the good work that He has begun in me will be completed. So whether I am in the center of attention or ignored I am liberated from what I think others are thinking. Knowing what God thinks about me changes my thoughts, which helps regulate my emotions, bringing a peace that surpasses all understanding.

